Thailand - Post effects

I waited one week before this, but I really feel down after such stress over Christmas in Thailand. I know I can't complain, I know a lot of people suffered from the events, but I feel really low, my wife seems to share the same feelings.
We should have been there on the beach, and I still have to deal with that every day. Some sort of daily nightmares. Don't know for others 'survivors', but it's really take a lot on my behavior with my small world. My job is now just a job, all the people I see everyday seems to be so distant.

I traveled a lot in different countries in the past, and I know for sure the holidays syndrome, when you are back, from a sunny place to a cold and damp place. But it's really the first time I feel like been displaced, like if I belong to somewhere else.

I intend to go back soon for two weeks, and this is something which I really want to do. Maybe this time, at least it will be real holidays.

 

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  • Paschal-

    It was a blessing that you were not on the beach. You and your wife were able to do great deeds because of it. It was very hard here, feeling guilty to eat, rest, even be alive.. until I found some way I could at least contribute. I truly understand what you are saying. Be thankful for your life, your wife, everything.

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